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double exposure - holga - kodak 400 ISO 120mm - joshua tree - april 2013
(my sweet man just got me a new negative scanner, and i am so excited I can hardly stand it. thank you, ryan)
LET IT BE KNOWN: I did, in fact, drop off three rolls of 120mm color film earlier this week and scan in all three of those rolls (the only undone items from the last list before Paris..)
Set up new scanner and scanning area of studio now to spend the next 398709348 hours scanning film!!! (7.29)
Take Paris film to Colortek done! And picked up and scanned! (7.29)
3. hand-process BW 4x5"
4. Figure out what to do with slides
5. buy more resin to finish cicada pieces
6. write: new thesis, proposal, etc.
pictures, writing, new list for next week!
8. since I got off brunch today,
GO TO SOWA! done! that was easy!
Plan Cailin's Bridal Shower and Bachelorette ( papergoods &c done by Thurs.!) papergoods done by Tuesday! I am awesome. // invites mailed, RSVPs pouring in, menu in the works! (7.29)
think about ESB's housewarming suggestion does two friends and three bottles of prosecco count? (7.29)
plan out the three-month calendar... UGH. kind of done... At least wrt Ryan, work, and school. (7.29)
How many times have I said "This Summer I am going to _____ " or "This weekend I am going to knock _____ and _____ off my to do list.." ?
There are all sorts of organizational and motivational guides and jump-starts, from Apartment Therapy's January Cure to the ubiquitous Martha Stewart's Good Things for Organizing, but realistically, even if I get a good foundation, I rarely follow up.
This is my desk right now, a dozen rolls of un-conquered film from California to the left on my lightbox and in the window, my lunch, coffee, piles of photographs, a moleskine filled with lists and one filled with ideas.
Whether writing, archiving my photographs, or finishing a to-do list, managing my household and life has never been something I felt adept at - it always seemed so overwhelming. Recently, however, I have been trying to tackle those feelings of enormity, that the task at hand is too immense to complete. Because you know, in order to write, my desk has to be tidy. And in order to tidy my desk, my outdated mail has to be opened and filed. And in order to deal with that mail, I have to get online to pay some bills. And then I get stuck in that rabbit-hole...
But realistically, if I can set my mind to one task and complete it, I feel a whole lot better, and ready to move on to the next, as opposed to half-finishing a bunch of stuff.
That said, I'm focusing my energy this summer into #summerprojects in the simplest of ways. Every week I'm going to be listing the projects I aim to complete, and crossing some off. Some weeks might be as simple as a cleaning project or buying flowers for our home, then other weeks might be more involved: working through my archive chunk by digestible chunk or building something for one of my installations.
It is my hope that by putting my intention out there (where I can hold myself a little more accountable because other people have seen it) will light a fire under my ass, motivate me to not only begin to be more productive, but complete the tasks I set out to do, rather than leaving a whole slew of half-finished ideas around. The year I did a 365 Photo Project I took more photographs than ever before. They weren't always the best, but the frequency kept me moving, progressing my skills and my understanding of how I work with the camera. I think Stevie Wonder said something about how he wrote every day and most of the songs sucked but every once in a while he'd write a good one (I just googled it and can't find a quote so maybe it wasn't Stevie Wonder... but still) and Pablo Picasso said "Inspiration exits, but it has to find you working." So yeah.
Let's get this party started.
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